AWOL or Not to Be.

I am very lost for the past few days...

I am very exhausted..

I feel not comfortable...

I feel very silly..

I sick and yet no one cares...

I am sure they thought I am pretending..

I do not want all the ranks..

I really cannot endure anymore...

I want peace and quiet..

I really do not feel like going back...

I feel like AWOL...

I really LOST....

I LOST my mind...

I LOST my HOPE..